Monday, June 07, 2004

the ineveitable

i must say i'm very afriad of death...and i didnt realise this only now...i rem during my sec sch days...jus thinking of how one day when my parents will eventually leave me...my bros...and then i will also go...jus makes me shudder n cry...it was terrifying...
never did tell my parents...cos jus talking bout it sets me crying...
pple who commit suicide are really brave...watever e reasons...i personally feel tt it takes alot 2 throw urself off e building,drown urself...on e same note i think tt its a waste...
maybe thats why i really cherish life and what i have now...i think everybody should...and not take what we hhhhhhave for granted...

dun you think its a scary tot tt 1 day u have all u have now...n when u r dead...u r jus not here anymore...wats going 2 happen?

where will u go? how can u jus leave ur loved ones like tt?
i guess...n i hope...i'll get some ans when i'm old...n not fear it so much...
maybe by tt time...someone has come up w some immortality pill...



2 random thoughts:

At 12:23 am, Blogger ruyi said...

immortality pill? i think tt wud be e end of e world if someone really created sth like tt...world will belong to the rich n e poor will juz suffer...earth will be over populated...pollution...blah blah...wad am i talking abt?!?!? nonsense...i also blur liao..brain not functioning...sheesh...

 
At 12:54 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Heya Pearle, managed to sneak in a little bit of free time to visit your blog. Sorry I took this long, but I'm leading a rather primitive life now (without a computer), hence the hassle when it comes to going online.

Very thoughtful entry on mortality. Personally, I have a different view of suicide. As much as it does take courage to 'throw oneself off a building', I'm afraid that most suicides invariably choose this path because they lack the courage in confronting the adversities of life. It gets too much, I presume, and fear consumes us. I'm not trying to usher blame; it's not in my place - just offering a perspective.

Wei Ming

 

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